Just Between You and Me ... and Chi
When the energy of life ... curves
by Rebecca Brents

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To say I came to respect Oriental medicine's
possibilities, and those of the homeopathic and holistic healing disciplines,
reluctantly ... is quite an understatement. When I brushed against the
idea of herbs, teas, massage, ingesting minute quantities of what amounts to
poison in normal doses to correct ailments, and other such suggestions ... I
figured these were concepts I could live much better without, thankyouverymuch.
And the idea of getting acupuncture needles stuck in
me ... well, I was going to have to be in real bad shape before I fell
for something like that. To my credit (small though it may be), I listened to
practitioners talk about the supposed benefits of their various disciplines. I
liked the theory of things that didn't involve surgery, staples, mutilation,
horrible pharmaceutical side-effects ... and were mighty cost effective
compared to conventional medicine.
But I just didn't think herbs and needles stood a
chance in Hades to work. I'd also heard about supposed cancer cures from
apricot pits that turned out to be a bust, and a use for coffee whose image you
might not want to dwell on, and psychic surgery in the Philippines that
involved chicken parts and sleight of hand.
I clumped all this stuff about natural healing in that
category and went on my way. After all I'd been sound and healthy all my life.
I didn't need to swallow weeds (or smoke them either) seeking more joy in my
world. I wasn't that adventurous ... and I sure wasn't that desperate.
Then, on February 9, 1989, at about 10:30 in the
morning, life, in that way it has ... happened to me. I had an accident that
did horrible damage to the left side of my face. It wasn't something a suture
or two was going to fix. The plastic surgeon who saw me in the hospital
emergency room pronounced my case "challenging." Believe me, this is not a word
you want to hear applied to yourself under such circumstances.
At the time, I had no idea what lay ahead of me in the
years to come ... and maybe that was a blessing. The doctor sewed my face back
together in three layers of stitching ... and I waited to get well.
I didn't.
Ever so gradually, cosmetic appearances began to
settle into place, but I lived with pain so awful and unrelenting that just
getting through each new day was an exhausting act of will. I wasn't going to
die directly from this injury ... but nevertheless, I would say I qualified as
being "in real bad shape."
Conventional drugs offered no relief -- because the
nerves themselves were damaged and unresponsive, and the side-effects of
conventional medications often added to my general malaise and overwhelming
discomfort. Doctors talked about "pain management" ... which as far as I could
tell was a tactful way of saying "learn to live with it."
The left side of my face burned constantly with
that awful sensation of skin held against hot metal and any movement whatsoever
from the motion of speaking to the slightest smile spread ghastly pain from
below my eye to corner of my mouth as if acid had been sloshed there. After two
years, I began to seriously consider whether I really wanted to live this way
for another forty or so.
A neurologist I consulted, and whose personality
clashed horribly with mine, seemed annoyed that I expected she could do
something. She gave me a prescription for 20 tablets of dexamethasone, an
anti-inflammant steroid, told me not to take more than one or two a week and
"only on the really bad days," and suggested I look into acupuncture.
I felt like I'd just been told to go consult a
witch-doctor.
It took me six more years to really consider that
advice.
I might not have done it even then, but a Doctor of
Oriental Medicine opened a small clinic in the same building where a friend of
mine worked -- and I met her one afternoon. She seemed sane, intelligent,
competent, and secure in her belief that what she did had value. I liked her
personally. She wasn't disconcertingly foreign. She wasn't a flake. And my pain
was still a relentless undercurrent of my every waking moment.
She was conveniently located. I didn't have to drive
two hours to get to Albuquerque and back and rip the heart out of an entire day
to see her. She was affordable -- less than half the cost of a doctor's office
call. I was willing to "try anything" ... even acupuncture ... at this point.
She said she thought she could help.
She did.
It wasn't a miracle ... the kind that makes crippled
limbs strong and the blind suddenly able to see. But after more than seven
years of virtually no improvement whatsoever ... by inches on a journey
of many yards, starting with the very first visit, I began to improve.
Nerves fluttered and twitched after every visit and
began to reconnect. Flexibility in the injury improved. Sensation improved.
Lumps of solid, rubbery flesh below the skin near the scar lines of the wound
and the surgery that followed began to break apart and dissolve into textures
that once again felt soft and more natural. Best of all, I began to experience
hours when the pain was not right at the forefront of my mind.
I could talk again; I could smile again ... and it
didn't hurt all the time.
She began attaching electrodes to the acupuncture
needles, stimulating and flexing muscles I'd spent years trying not to use ...
and that accelerated the pace of improvement. I was finally, indeed, getting
well. I saw her once a week for almost two years. I still go back from time to
time. (And, yes, I ought to do it more regularly.)
Things are not 100% normal. They may never be. But I
experience weeks now that are virtually pain-free. I have occasional "bad days"
instead of occasional "good hours." I am miles ahead of where I started ... and
progress continues. Still slow ... but still discernible. And that beats the
heck out of what Western medicine offered me -- way back then.
Being who I am, I began to read material on Oriental
medicine with its contrasting philosophy of holistic integration, its view of
the body as a unified structure -- so different from the Western view of the
body as "separate parts." I was living the results of this "shift in
consciousness" ... and it was better than the place I'd lived for the past
seven years and counting.
So, being a writer and a teacher, I want to offer what
I've learned ... and lived, in case you ever have a reason to consider this
knowledge and need a different approach to your life. (It helps, I think, if
you can learn from the experience of others -- instead of the way I do it.) And
you have my heartfelt hope that you don't have to come at this along the same
path I took ... to reach this point today.