Manifesting With Integrity
by Sheree Rainbolt-Kren
Before you can hang new clothes in your closet, you have to get rid of the old clothes. Before you can add new furniture to your home, you have to get rid of the old furniture. And so it is with your debt and your desire to manifest a better life for you and your family.
Is there room in your manifesting container, or is it full of collection activity? Do you faithfully fill a *Creation Box* while your Past Due box is overflowing? How in the world can we expect to manifest the life of our desires while we are drowning in shame? Our daily affirmations and processes might appear to work on some hit and miss levels, for a little while, but the path to lasting and happy manifestations is unlittered and washed clean with integrity.
I have a hunch that manifesting is a lot more difficult if we have yet to manifest a responsible credit report. Does this mean we should drop all of our manifesting exercises and only pay attention to the horrendous act of repaying what we owe? No. We can do both, each day, as best we can. It won't be easy at first. But, there is no time like the present. And, one small act of faith in yourself is worth all the manifesting fire you could possibly organize today.
What do you owe and to whom? Do you know? Do you care?
The last thing I want is for you to feel guilty about this message. No time for that -- nor is there any useful purpose served. We have big work to do. You will need to release all the guilt and shame in order to get with the program. You can still do the other stuff that feels good. But, the primary ingredient inherent in future manifesting, is current integrity. You cannot get to there, without starting here.
If you are expending the energy daily to manifest, then you have the energy to write to your creditors, from your heart, (cc God) and let them know that you will begin sending them small amounts right now in order to clear your debt and keep your word. Before you do this, you will want to take Source as your partner. Source works miracles. If you are genuine in your approach, and give it your personal best, you will uncover a host of miracles.

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What if you don't have even small amounts to send? That's where the deep water dive comes in. You will want to answer these questions, and the sooner the better. You might think to yourself that your manifesting phrases need tweaking. Or, your creation box needs more affirmations. I can assure you- that ain't it. It's all about integrity and what you are willing to pay for it. It's about the old clothes in the closet, not the dream of new ones. If you are lacking integrity regarding house payments, you will not manifest a new house. If you are lacking integrity on car payments, or credit card payments, or student loans, or medical bills, or utility bills, then you will not manifest jack. You understand this.
The truth is, you are a light being. Your natural center includes integrity. When you are not aligned with your natural center, you know it on some level. This knowing doesn't seem to help matters however. So, you bury it and accept the guilt for doing so. Then the pain sets in, so you start reaching for *better feeling thoughts* without first healing the misaligned energy that lives and breathes within you like the elephant in the room. You cannot escape your true being by reading popular books and visualizing shopping sprees at Pottery Barn.
Check your integrity grid. What's that lookin like? You know the truth. Can you own it? Can you own it- then be ok with it? Can you take a breath and invite Source to lead you now to a zero balance? No matter how looooonnnnnggggg it might take? No matter what will be asked of you? No matter how painful it may feel? No matter what?
Can you take the critical action you need to take to clear your slate so as to make room for your grandest vision? If the answer is no, then you are free to roam about the material planet seeking integrity in the form of more possessions. If your answer is about YES!, I can do this, because it's right. It feels right. I entered an agreement with someone. No one twisted my arm. I wish to be responsible and the only way to experience it, is to be it. The latter heart space is the key to manifesting anything worthy. If you can find this place within you, you can work on paying off your debt, and atracting your dreams all at the same time, and with much less effort.
If you spend five minutes a day manifesting, then spend five minutes a day restoring your integrity. Do this for yourself. Watch what happens after about three months of consistent effort.
You came here to learn what freedom feels like. Freedom from the voices in your mind that call you a loser and an idiot. Freedom isn't about big houses and fancy cars. It's about a zero balance. Get to the place where you can stand at the top of the mountain, free of guilt and shame, and you will fly from there to whatever you can dream. But, first things first.
What is integrity worth to you?
(c) 2005 Rev. Sheree Rainbolt-Kren, All rights reserved.

For free manuals on using Source energy to heal all aspects of being including Debt Issues and Manifesting a life of joy, please email reikiproject@aol.com. Online healing groups are ongoing.